Last summer, my best friend and I hit the shores of Jersey for a week at the beach, minus the sun, the beach, and the boys (yes, I know, the best parts) I actually learned a lot about myself.

My best friend happened to be extremely close with a fortune teller—whom she promised me was 100% accurate. So yeah, she told me the initial of my ex who decided to randomly re-enter my life , told me what was on my mind, let me know why me and my old boyfriend wouldn’t last, and completed her reading by telling me that I would find my soul mate, get married, and have kids.

But how could she not see that I am the heartless romantic.

Heartless Romantic (n.) A person who believes that love and happy endings exist in every corner of the world, just not for

themselves.

So there it was, my life all on the palm of my hands. I guess all I have to do is wait till I see if it all comes true. [Pause]. We hear every day in life about true love, fairytale endings, and soulmates, but what does it all really mean?

So there it was & here it is: Love, lust, lies, trust, sad beginnings and happy endings all in one blog.

Maybe, one day:

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Letting Go

Everyone has a deeper story than what meets the eye….and that untold story is what defines them.



Today, Tuesday, December 21, 2010 beginning at 2:40 am there will be a lunar eclipse. My best friend’s mom has a friend that believes because this is such a rare occurrence that this is a time to let go. She instructed us to write down a list of things that we want to let go of, and as the lunar eclipse begins us burning the list will symbolize us finally letting go. For me, this means more than meets the eye because I definitely have some resentment sitting deep in my heart that I am definitely ready to get rid of so that I can grow and become more positive about love and my future. I won’t write down my list, because typing it on my blog will symbolize that I am saving the list for another day…. So the only copy of this list resides on a large index card that will be burned at approximately 2:40 EST. Writing this list almost brought tears to my eyes because it made me realize that I am really holding back a lot. It’s a shame that it took a pen and paper for me to recognize that the only thing that is holding myself back is myself.


Take a moment to realize what is really holding you back. Don’t erase the past because it defines you, but let go of the negativity and the things that prevent you from reaching your true potential. At the end of the day, we are here to be the best we can be, please don’t forget that. I won’t take the time to right down basic fears or things that you need to let go, because this is the one moment where each person can really find out what’s inside of them…. And we all owe ourselves that much.


Please love every second of the life that you live and let go of anything that is preventing you from doing that.



So, I’m gonna switch it up and say,
Maybe today: ♥

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